Hamasaki Ayumi/Like a Doll

Like a Doll

Hamasaki Ayumi

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Kimi wa dore hodo no kanashimi ni Tsutsumareta ato de sonna fuu ni Kokoro no koe wo tozashita no ka na Sukoshi demo ii nee kikasete Sukoshi demo ii kikasete Egao wa jouzu ni kame wo haritsukete Namida wa riaru wo maru de feiku no You ni misete shimaeba ii Sore ga nozomi na no nara Ai suru kimochi wasureru koto Uyamau kimochi wasureru koto de Nani ga okitemo shiranpuri de Tada kizukanai furi tsuzukete Akiramenai kokoro suteru koto Shinjiru kokoro suteru koto de Subete no kanjou ni futa wo shite Ireba kizu tsuku koto mo nai de Yorokobi mo nai keredo Omoi wo uchikesu ka no you ni hashaide Omoide nado nai ka no you ni odokete Misete iru sono senaka Chiisaku furuete iru Ai suru kimochi wasureru koto Uyamau kimochi wasureru koto Nante dekinai koto ni sorosoro Kizuki hajimete irun deshou Akiramenai kokoro suteru koto Shinjiru kokoro wo suteru koto Sore ga nani yori mo tsurai koto Da to saisho kara shitte ita deshou Shinda you ni ikinaide Ai suru kimochi wasureru koto Uyamau kimochi wasureru koto de Nani ga okitemo shiranpuri de Tada kizukanai furi tsuzukete Akiramenai kokoro suteru koto Shinjiru kokoro suteru koto de Subete no kanjou ni futa wo shite Ireba kizu tsuku koto mo nai ne Yorokobi mo nai keredo Shinda you ni ikinaide

How much sorrow Have you been through That you closed off your heart's voice like that? Let me hear it, come on, even just a little Let me hear it, even just a little Your smile can be a well-pasted on mask And you can make your real tears Look as if they're fake If that's what you want Forgetting how to love And forgetting how to respect Pretending not to notice, no matter what happens Always just pretending not to see Discarding a heart that won't give up And discarding a heart that believes If you shut the lid on all your feelings You won't ever get hurt Though you won't feel happiness, either Playing hard as if to erase your feelings Joking as if you have no memories But when I see your back I can see it's trembling softly Forgetting how to love Forgetting how to respect Haven't you about realized That you just can't do that? Discarding a heart that won't give up Discarding a heart that believes You knew from the start That would hurt more than anything, didn't you? Don't live as if you're already dead Forgetting how to love And forgetting how to respect Pretending not to notice, no matter what happens Always just pretending not to see Discarding a heart that won't give up And discarding a heart that believes If you shut the lid on all your feelings You won't ever get hurt Though you won't feel happiness, either Don't live as if you're already dead