Hamasaki Ayumi/Trauma

Trauma

Hamasaki Ayumi

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Romaji

English (by Julie Rose with corrections by Megchan)

Kyou no ureshikatta kao Kyou no kanashikatta kao Kinou yowakatta jibun to Ashita kitto tsuyoi jibun to Anata nara dare ni miseteru Watashi nara dare ni misereba ii Jikan nante mono wa Totemo toki toshite zankoku de Demo sono zankokusa yue ni Ima ga tsukurarete Hito wo motome yamanai no wa Isshun no kaihou ga Yagate otozureru kyoufu ni Masatte iru kara Ashimoto de yurete iru hana ni sae Kizukanai mama de Toorisugite kita watashi wa Kagami ni mukaenaku natte iru Kyou no ureshikatta kao Kyou no kanashikatta kao Kinou iyasareta kizu to Kyou fukaku hiraita kuzu wo Anata nara dare ni miseteru Watashi nara dare ni misereba ii Ataerareta jibun dake no Shouki to kyouki ga atte Sono dochira mo hitei sezu ni Sonzai suru nara Muda na mono afurete shimatta mono Yaku tatanai mono mo Mayowazu ni erabu yo Sou watashi ga watashi de aru tame ni ne Shiawase no kijun wa itsumo Jibun no mono ashi de kimete kita kara Kyou no ureshikatta kao Kyou no kanashikatta kao Kinou iyasareta kizu ga Kyou hirakidashita toshitemo Anata nara dare ni misereru Watashi nara ano hito ni misetai

The happy face I had today The sad face I had today The self that was weak yesterday The self that will surely be strong tomorrow Who do you show? Who should I show? Time is very cruel It becomes more so as time goes by But it's through this cruelty That the present is created The reason we constantly Yearn for people Is because the momentary liberation Wins over the fear that eventually creeps in I walked past without even looking At the flowers that swayed at my feet I can't look In the mirror anymore The happy face I had today The sad face I had today The wound that was healed yesterday The deep wound that opened up today Who do you show? Who should I show? I've been given My own kind of sanity and insanity If I'm going to exist Without denying either Then I'm going to choose the useless things And the things I have loads of And even the things that are no use to me Without hesitating, so that I can be me Because I've always set My own standards of happiness The happy face I had today The sad face I had today Even if the wound that healed yesterday Begins to open again today Who do you show? I want to show him