ALI PROJECT/Schism

Schism

ALI PROJECT

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Mado no naki kurai heya Shiroi te ga rousoku wo oku Tojita doa watashi hitori Yokotawari Umare kuru mae ni kurumareru Fukai fukaku fuyuu no uzu Yodomu namima ni shizunda Mou hitotsu aru sekai de Mou hitori no watashi ga anata to iru Muku to yosoou bishou to Nureta kami ga Imi wo mochi tsuyumeite Hontou no watashi wa dotchi? Kabe wo hau igyou yori Tamashii wa minikui mono Suki to iu kimochi dake de Mou hoka ni Kokoro ni wa nanimo yuzuranai Yugamu yureru hadou no kara Tomedonaku kurikaeshita Watashi no naka no watashi ga Sutetai no wa mirai ka sore to mo kako Hirakitsuzuketa kono gankyuu ga Chi ni somaru hodo Anata wo yume mite iru Torawareta watashi wa dotchi? Mou hitotsu aru sekai de Mou hitori no watashi ga anata to neru Haka no itami ni saigo no Moroi tsubasa Konagona ni kudakechiru Moto ni wa mou modorenai no ne Watashi no naka no watashi ga Nozomu mono wa genzai ka kieru mirai ka Furueru mune wo osaete Chi wo haku hodo Anata wo ai shite ita Koko ni iru watashi wa dare?

My white hand sets candles In a dark, windowless room Alone with the door closed I lie on my side Wrapped up before the birth A deep vortex of floating discomfort Sinks between the stagnant waves In another world Another me is with you Your smile is clad in purity And your wet hair Glistens meaningfully Which is the real me? A soul uglier Than the grotesque shape crawling up the wall Just this feeling of love for you My heart won't accept Anything else The shfting, warping, surging shell Over and over again ceaselessly Does the me inside me Want to throw away the future or the past? I've kept my eyes open Til they're bloodshot Dreaming of you Which me is the prisoner? In another world Another me is sleeping with you The pain of my deflowering And the fragile wings Are smashed to pieces We can't go back now Does the me inside me Wish for reality or the disappearing future? With my hand on my trembling heart I loved you so much I could vomit blood Who am I?