CHEMISTRY/So in Vain

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So in Vain

CHEMISTRY



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Hitori de iru yoru omou kimi ga iru
Kono heya de chigau jikan sugoshiteta
Kimi ga nokoshita shimi to uso no ato
Boku ni nokosareta aware na yami

Yuuutsusa toka wazurawashisa
Toriaezu to oitari
Ima dattara to kuyamu no nara
Kizu tsuketemo...

Uso tsuku koto oshiete kureta no ga
Saigo no yasashisa datta kara
Kizu tsuta furi misete damatte ita
Saigo no zurusa wo boku wa ima mo oboeteru

Hitorikiri no yoru sagasu mono ga aru
Itsumo kono heya de kikoeteta uta
Kimi ga nokoshita sasayaka na koe
Boku ni nokosareta shizuka na yami

Itooshisa to taisetsusa wo
Ano toki wa to sametari
Mou ichido to nadameru nara
Kizu tsuitemo...

Kawatta no wa jibun dake
Sou omotte ita kedo jibun dake ga mada
Sono mama da to ki zuita munashisa wo
Hikizuru sabishisa dake ga ima mo nokotteru

Waza to fukigen na taido yurusu kimi no
Uso ni amaeta okubyou na boku no sabishii sokubaku

Uso tsuku koto ga kimi no nokoshite itta
Saigo no yasashisa datta nara
Kizu tsuita furi misete yurushite ita
Saigo no zurusa wo boku wa ima mo wasurenai

Kizu tsuita furi misete nigete ita
Itsuwari no namida no ato wa ima mo nokotteru

I feel like I miss you
Your song remains the same
I can't be without you

On lonely nights, I think of you
The different time you spent in this room
The stains and traces of lies you left behind
All that's left to me is this miserable darkness

Depression and trouble
I set aside, saying, "Anyway..."
If I were to mourn, saying, "Now I'd..."
Even if I hurt someone...

Teaching me to lie
Was your last kindness
You were silent, pretending to be hurt
I still remember your final deception

On lonely nights, there's something I search for
The song I always heard in this room
The meager voice you left behind
All that's left to me is this quiet darkness

Love and preciousness
I come to my senses, saying, "Back then..."
If I were to soothe you, saying, "One more time..."
Even if I hurt someone...

The only thing that's changed is me
That's what I thought, but when I realized
I was still the same, it seemed all in vain
And only the loneliness is left to me now

I allowed your sullenness
And believed your lies in my cowardly, lonely possessiveness

If teaching me to lie was
The last kindness you left behind
You pretended to be hurt and forgave me
Even now I won't forget that last deception

You pretended to be hurt and ran away
The traces of your false tears still remain with me

I feel like I miss you
Your song remains the same
I can't be without you