From Megchan's J-Pop Lyrics
Deceived Mad Pain
Umare deru koto wa subete reigai naku aimai de
Fuantei na michisuji wo egaki
"Genjitsu" no itami wo mo gomakasu
Amai mitsu wo tsuzuri minikuku henkei shita utsuwa wa
Me wo somukete gatagata to
Mata ano risou wo kurikaesu
Deceived mad pain
Karamiau amae "yuuetsukan"
Damari tou kotae "kuuhakukan"
Sore ga kotae nara mou toi wa shinai...
Keredo itamu kono mimi wa kotae sura
Nanimo kikoenai doko naguritsuketatte
Mogaki kusare yo sore ga nozomi daro?
Hora sugu ni kurushime
Mata kuzurete iku...kudake ochite iku
Sore de kono kudaranai subete ga owaru no nara
"Owari" ni wa kanzuite ita
Demo...warau koto sae wasureta
Boku ni wa sono ippo ga kasanasugita
Sono ippo wo fumidasu yuuki mo nai
Kore ga kotae nara mou toi wa shinai...
Dakara semete sono wake wo...
Naze kurushimaseru? Nando onaji ayamachi wo
Miwake mo tsukanu sono kanjou nara ima sugu ni sutesare
Mou kuzurete ike kudake ochite ike
Sore de kono kudaranai subete ga
Being born is always and without exception ambiguous
Create an unstable path
Deceive the pain of "reality"
Sip the sweet honey, the deformed vessel
Clatters as you look away
Repeating that same fantasy
Deceived mad pain
Entangled dependence - "a superiority complex"
A silent answer - "a sense of blankness"
If that's the answer, I won't ask again...
But these aching ears can't even hear
The answer, no matter how many times you beat me
To struggle and rot, is that what you desire?
Look, soon you'll suffer
It's crumbling again...breaking and falling
If that will end this stupidity...
I'd sensed "the end"
But...I'd even forgotten how to smile
That one step was too much for me
I didn't have the courage to take that first step
If this is the answer, I won't ask again...
So at least give me a reason...
Why do you torture me? The same mistakes over and over
Discard that indistinguishable feeling right now
Just crumble, break and fall
If this stupidity...