Moumoon/Pain

Pain

moumoon

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Dore dake kizu tsuki namida shitemo Sou jibun de eranda kono michi wo Hana saku kisetsu no yokan wo mune ni Aruite iku Heizen wo yosoou hibi mo Tada bakuzen to mawaru tsukihi mo Unzari da yami ni me wo tojita Mimi wo fusaide iki wo hisometa Saa ima koso karadajuu wo meguru Zenbu no kankaku wo keshisatte shimaeba Kanashimi mo kodoku mo nikushimi mo Nanimo kanjizu ni nanimo osorezu ni Sore wa shiawase ka na raku ni nareru no ka na Anata wa, watashi wa Aa konna ni kokoro ga kurushii no wa Ima jibun ga ikite iru akashi deshou Hontou no jibun to mukiau tabi Itamu kedo Tojikomete afuredashite Kono kanjou wa abareru bakari Jibun dewa seigyo dekinai hodo Fukureagatteku kaibutsu mitai da Dakara koso dareka wo ai shitari Dareka ni ai sarete dou ni ka anshin shite Aa sore demo gishin anki na mama Kizu tsuki kizu tsukete mou ichido dakishimete Sukoshi demo massugu susunde yuketara to Negau no ni negau no ni Aa konna ni namida ga afureru no wa Ima jibun ga ikite iru akashi deshou Hontou no kimochi wasurenai you ni Nakun da ne Shiroi enogu de nuritsubushita kuroi kokoro mo Hateshinaku tsuzuku tooi michi wo Sou jibun de eranda ibara michi wo Hana saku kisetsu no yokan wo mune ni Arukitsuzukereba Kono itami wa kokoro wo mamoru tame ni Mou kore ijou jibun damasarenu you ni Hontou no jibun wasurenu tame no Michi shirube

No matter how much I hurt or how much I cry Yeah, this is the road I chose And I walk down it with a premonition in my heart Of the season when flowers bloom The days when I feign calm And the days that just pass by vaguely Sick of it all, I closed my eyes in the dark Shut my ears and held my breath Now this time if I just erase All the senses running through my body No sorrow, no loneliness, no hatred I won't feel anything, I won't fear anything Will that make me happy? Will that make it easier? For you, for me Ah, maybe the fact that my heart hurts so much Is proof that I'm alive now Though it hurts Every time I face my true self Locked up, overspilling These emotions run wild I can't control them They swell up like a monster That's why we love And are loved, to try and find peace Ah, but still everything is suspect Hurting and getting hurt, to embrace once more If only I could just move forward I pray, I pray Ah, maybe the fact that these tears fall so much Is proof that I'm alive now I cry So I don't forget my true feelings Even this black heart that I doused in white paint The endless road that stretches into the unknown Yeah, this road of thorns I chose myself If I keep walking down it with a premonition in my heart Of the season when flowers bloom This pain exists to protect my heart So I don't deceive myself any longer It's a guidepost So I don't forget my true self