Nakamura Ataru/Watashi no Naka no "Ii Onna"

Watashi no Naka no "Ii Onna"
(The "Beautiful Woman" Inside Me)

Nakamura Ataru

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Mukashi kara suki datta Shiroi fuku ga niawanai Hitomi ga susande Iro wo kaeta sei ne Ano koro wa niatteta Awai meiku ga haenai Nakitai kimoch iga Kakusenaku natteru Namida no ato wo kasanete egao Nandomo nandomo kasanete Sukoshi ranbou na yarikata dakedo Sou yatte tsuyoku natta tsumori yo Omotai uwagi wo nugisutete Hadaka ni nattara nani ga nokoru kashira Mayoi mo shigarami mo nugisutete Sorosoro mezamete watashi no naka no "ii onna" Hitomae de ienakute Damatteta yume no hanashi Kotoba ni suru no wa Ikenai ki ga shiteta Ai da toka yume da toka Kyoumi nai wake ja nai no ni Tsumetai yatsu da to Omowaretari shiteta Shippai tsuzuki mo tama ni wa aru mono Dareka wo semete wa dame yo ne Demo wasurenaide Hora omoidashite Sou yatte tsuyoku natta hazu desho Buatsui kamen wo hagitotte Sugao ni nattara donna egao kashira Namida mo kanashimi mo hagitotte Sunao ni waratte watashi no naka no "ii onna" Omotai uwagi wo nugisutete Hadaka ni nattara nani ga nokoru kashira Mayoi mo shigarami mo nugisutete Sorosoro mezamete watashi no naka no "ii onna"

The white clothes I'd always liked Don't suit me My eyes look wild It's because I changed their color The pale makeup that used to suit me Doesn't look pretty anymore I can no longer hide The need to cry I put a smile on over the tear tracks Time and time again It may be a little reckless But that's how I've gotten stronger If I throw off my heavy clothes And get naked, I wonder what will remain I'll cast off the hesitations and obstacles And soon the "beautiful woman" inside me will awaken I kept quiet about my dreams Unable to talk about them in front of others I felt like I couldn't Put them into words It's not like I'm not interested In love or dreams And people thought I was cold Sometimes I keep making mistakes But I can't blame anyone So don't forget Come on, remember That's how you've gotten stronger, isn't it? If I were to rip off this thick mask What would my smile be like? I will rip away the tears and sorrow And the "beautiful woman" inside me will smile If I throw off my heavy clothes And get naked, I wonder what will remain I'll cast off the hesitations and obstacles And soon the "beautiful woman" inside me will awaken