Takahashi Hitomi/16

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Takahashi Hitomi

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Akiramecha ikenai nante kikiakiteru yo "Kireigoto" sonna mono de wa tsuyoku narenakute Muryoku na wakasa wo Ichiban ii toki to otona wa iu kedo Sore ga honto nara Yukisaki nante mou hoshiku nai Yakutatazu no kako ya tayorinai yakusoku Kirei na dake no yume sonna mono iranai Atashi wa ima dake wo aishi ikinuiteku Mirai ni nanimo matte inakutemo Yasashisa ni tsutsumarenagara kyou mo ikiteru Demo tama ni sono yasashisa ni iki ga tsumarisou Fuan wo kakushite taikutsu mamoru yori Mushoku no jishin wo tsumiagenagara Mata kowashiteku atashi de itai Jibun wo ii hito to omou tame no namida Kirawarenai egao sonna mono iranai Tatoe detarame demo shinjitsu dake hoshii Itsuka kizu tsuku koto wo shittetemo Uso darake no hibi ya mabushii kazarimono Te ni ireta to shitemo nannimo kawaranai Yakutatazu no kako ya tayorinai yakusoku Kirei na dake no yume sonna mono iranai Atashi wa ima dake wo aishi ikinuiteku Mirai ni nanimo matte inakutemo

I'm sick of hearing people tell me not to give up "Whitewashing" won't make me any stronger Adults always say the helplessness of youth Is the best time of life If that's true I don't want to go anywhere My useless past and unreliable promises Pretty dreams, I don't need any of that I just want to love the present Even if nothing awaits me in the future I'm living today, surrounded by kindness But sometimes that kindness makes it hard to breathe Rather than hide my anxiety and protect my boredom I want to be the sort of person who Builds up a colorless confidence and breaks it down again Tears to make others think I'm a good person And a smile so they don't hate me, I don't need any of that Even if it's all nonsense, I just want the truth Though I know it may hurt me someday Days filled with lies and brilliant decorations No matter what I get, nothing changes My useless past and unreliable promises Pretty dreams, I don't need any of that I just want to love the present Even if nothing awaits me in the future