Tokyo Jihen/Jusui Negai

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Jusui Negai
(I Want to Drown Myself)

Tokyo Jihen



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Jibun no sekai wo tobidasu
Yuuki wo moteta akatsuki ni
Ima made haita kudaranu uso wo bika shite kudasaru?
Demo tabun muri hirou ga koeteru
Tanin no kitai wo uke tomeru
Ishi wo moteta akatsuki ni
Tsuranuite kita kudaranu ronri wo mitomete kudasaru?
Mata onaji koto kurikaeshite iru

Tengenji tatte kyou wa bousou hantou e
Joshuseki ni umatta anata no seimei
Dou ni demo shite nante iu nara nan demo shite agetai kedo
Atashi nanka de ii no

Atashi wo koroshite sore kara chanto hitori de shineru no ka
Kotae mo shinai kodomo no kamen wo tsuketa azayaka na me
Mou hitotsu no hou ikiru hou wa dou

Kaihin kouen kyou mo gekkou ni usuyami
Joshuseki ni tetta anata no shingou
Kooto no shita wo hatte iru ryoute wa
Nannimo tsukamenai desho
Hitochigai ja nai kashira

Daikirai desu
Zenbu ga iya desu
Shousan shitagatte iru anata no uso haki
Konya ikou konna shiyou mo nai onna ga
Ikiaraeru nante arare mo nai wa!
...Douzo yatte

On the dawn of the day I have the courage
To jump out of my own world
Will you beautify the stupid lies I've told?
But it's probably useless; I'm beyond exhausted
On the dawn of the day I have the will
To live up to the expectations of others
Will you accept the stupid logic I've lived by?
The same thing happens again

Today I leave from Tengenji to the Boso Pensinsula
Your life buried in the passenger seat
You say to do whatever, and I want to do something for you
But are you sure you want me?

Will you be able to die once you've killed me?
Your bright eyes don't answer, covered with a child's mask
How about the other, how about living?

As usual the seaside park is all moonlight and pale darkness
Your signal shone in the passenger seat
Your hands that crawl beneath my coat
Won't find anything
Maybe you've got the wrong person

I hate it
I hate everything
The lies you spout as you praise me
There's no way a hopeless girl like me
Can live after tonight!
...Please kill me